Life

Sad... can't really describe how i'm feeling. not wanting to pick up any calls not wanting to stay in touch with the world etc just don't knw what's the hell is wrong with me now? Coming to terms with breaking up is not easy but i'm slowly getting up on my feet. Yes i did love u so much even til now i don't hate u at all. These days my life turned upside down, i don't sleep til afternoon comes then i wake up in a few hours. i even nvr slept for entire 2 days i suppose then on the third day i just collapsed on my bed.. Eating lesser than usual i even realise i ate one meal only for one particular day then i told myself to watch my health i don't wanna fall sick... My mind is blank. Its just a matter of time before i get over it. I already making plans ahead after serious consideration. I will keep them and when the time is right, i will hope i can fulfil whatever i have in mind. I have already taken a few steps forward in achieving that ultimate goal i set. All the things that i will do from now on i believe will make me a step closer, i will never stop believing in myself that i can pull it off. Time will heal all wounds and only time will tell. And time wait for no one. I got to stop wasting my time away! Right NOW! i asked myself numerous questions like what i hope to achieve for the rest of my life, who is important to me and also treasure whoever and whatever i have now. I will have no regrets even when i grow old and die! THAT'S the way!