Sickening truth

I knew the truth now. Moreover it hurts me even deeper... deeper than all of u can imagine. It will surely affect me for the rest of my life! Haunting me forever and ever.. i could just fall now and no longer have any energy and motivation to pull myself up anymore. The extremeeeee pain that is being inflicted on me will nvr ever go away and i will bring it to my grave one day when i die. all of u that care might ask what is the truth that i actually refering to.. i will never ever tell anyone abt it no matter what. i will accept it in my heart and take it as a stab in my heart and i will remember the pain!!!!!!!!!!!! i can just assume that nobody can withstand this sort of misery and pain NOBODY!!!!! NBCB KNN!